Depression can be an addiction, a way of not feeling and not being responsible for solving your problems. Seemingly bad things are choices; and opportunities to learn and grow. What are your unique values, talents and passions? Have confidence in your own inner wisdom. When you’re on your right path, synchronicities and miracles follow. You are never alone and always guided. Follow your passion when it feels right. Don’t listen to you ego’s doubts, the “yeah buts.” When you know who you are and what furthers your purpose, you can’t lose. In fact, when you are confident in yourself, fear has no ground to stand on, and you can live fearlessly. Yolaine learned that “if only we knew the power of our thoughts,” we could change our circumstances and find joy, love, health and safety.
Trapped in an unhappy marriage to a man incapable of giving her the love she craved, Yolaine became depressed. Her ego was not in alignment with her higher self or her sacred purpose. Depression is a type of battle fatigue or anger turned inwards, with the original fear suppressed. She learned that every thought is a choice. Yolaine killed herself through mind/body autogenic training, shutting down her heart. The room filled with light and she saw Jesus, who told her: “Don’t waste your life thinking you’re not loved.” This experience and message transformed her, and took her out of the victimhood. She understood how precious the gift of life was, and came back to the States to start over, eventually divorcing her husband.